So will have to say that the flight home was definitely a quiet one. Seeing all the reports over the weekend of the fires now ravaging Southern California just hits too close to home again. My heart and prayers go out to everyone involved. I do have a few friends out there but so far all are accounted for and safe.
Having lost 4 friends in the fires that ravaged Santa Rosa, CA in October, tomorrow will be the last of the services that I am attending. Although my friend was lost in the early hours of the fire and her remains were discovered in the rubble within the first 2 weeks following the fire, it wasn’t until Monday that her identity was confirmed as there was some forensic things that had to be done before a definite answer could be provided.
Despite all that has happened, wishing ill-will upon the men that hurt me just isn’t in my nature nor does it accomplish anything that would right any wrongs of the past. Things happened, people were hurt, pain was caused, anger was screamed and still we breathe. Yeah my little trip down memory lane may have been or seemed one-sided, but that’s a right I have. They are my thoughts, my feelings, my inner demons. What ever thoughts the ex’s may have had during our time together is not something I need to figure out, it’s not my place and completely out of my control.