Sometimes when I am out and about, I hear things (yes, would be the taboo – eavesdropping) and just kind of sigh, thinking to myself, what a bunch of self-deserving idiots this world has become. Some will blame society, others will blame the parents and others believe that there is just no reasonable excuse. I on the other hand somewhat grasp all of the above, but mostly believe it is the individual themselves. I mean really, at what point and who in their right mind would want to try eating Tide Pods? Who in the hell sits there and wonders how it feels to snort a damn condom and then does it? A few years back I figured the younger generation had lost their minds when they started crushing up Smarties to snort. Now I realize they are just f*n idiots.
When it comes to dealing with my past, for the most part I am pretty transparent on my feelings, good or bad. The way I see it, life is just too damn short for anything else. Lately I have found myself questioning the relationship I have with Russ. Not in a ‘need to break up sense’, but in a ‘why can’t I just say Yes to standing at the alter with him?’ I have tried not to put too much pressure on myself to figure it out and once I stopped doing that, I think I finally figured it out.
While we seem to be anxiously awaiting the return of Monsoon season, she seems to be sitting back and smirking, just hanging out far enough until we let our guard down. Honestly, last year wasn’t too bad, so that kind of leads me to believe, she may make up for it this year.
I hope that everyone out there in blogger-ville is having a great weekend, stay safe.