Sometimes when I am out and about, I hear things (yes, would be the taboo – eavesdropping) and just kind of sigh, thinking to myself, what a bunch of self-deserving idiots this world has become. Some will blame society, others will blame the parents and others believe that there is just no reasonable excuse. I on the other hand somewhat grasp all of the above, but mostly believe it is the individual themselves. I mean really, at what point and who in their right mind would want to try eating Tide Pods? Who in the hell sits there and wonders how it feels to snort a damn condom and then does it? A few years back I figured the younger generation had lost their minds when they started crushing up Smarties to snort. Now I realize they are just f*n idiots.
When it comes to dealing with my past, for the most part I am pretty transparent on my feelings, good or bad. The way I see it, life is just too damn short for anything else. Lately I have found myself questioning the relationship I have with Russ. Not in a ‘need to break up sense’, but in a ‘why can’t I just say Yes to standing at the alter with him?’ I have tried not to put too much pressure on myself to figure it out and once I stopped doing that, I think I finally figured it out.
Okay, so does anyone remember my little whiny moment of having to endure the procedure of a Mammogram, well, it has been done and let me tell ya how my day went…
First of all I was already nervous from this one being my first, but then to add to the mix, friends and family alike… ya’ll suck! , but I was told, ‘oh, it’s gonna feel like someone slammed your boobs in a window’ and ‘you will definitely understand the emotional turmoil and pain a ball of dough goes through just before it becomes a tortilla’ and the most heard comment, ‘oh yay you, gonna get the girls felt up and smashed’.